I am officially done with school 3 weeks ago :). feels a bit empty though watching other kids doing their school shopping. I kind of miss school hahahaa weird huh :). well nothing much has happened to me after spm except alot of having fun here and there with my friends :) watching movie and etc. My family and I went to singapore last 2 weeks. at first i thought its going to be fun. but it turns out the other way around hahaha. there is to much construction going on in singapore. so its a bit messy. hahaha
enough of that. The year 2009 has come to and end. I've learned a lot this year. a lot of memories have i collected. some of them are painful, some of them are sad, and some of them are happy :). 2009 will always be a memorable year for me,because of SPM, love life :), parties, prom :).and much more :). 2009 is the year i punch my bedroom door the most haha..i'm gonna miss all my friends. my form 5 mates. my school. and my teenage life.
2010 is coming. this is it. we're finally going to face our future. no more teachers to scold us if we didn't do our homework, no more cikgu hakim cutting our hair. no more cikgu roslan to take us for PJ. no more PN normah to teach us addmaths , cikgu fatimah to teach us BM, Datin to teach us english, cikgu zalma to cane us if we dont score for chemistry, cikgu rokiah to teach us accounts. and etc.
SMKS9 has given us friends that we will keep forever. because ONCE A NINERS ALWAYS A NINERS :). GOODBYE SCHOOL!!!!
Monday, December 28, 2009
Saturday, October 17, 2009
:)
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now...
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you....
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
Just hanging by a moment (here with you)
Hanging by a moment (here with you)
Hanging by a moment here with you
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Aidilfitri 2009
heyy people :).. I just came back form my 'kampung' in banting selangor :D.it was a hell lot of fun!! :)..you see every single year my parents would raya with my dad's side first since they are the nearest to us. which is in section 9, yeah its very near..i know :P.. theres nothing much to say about my dad's side but on my mom's side. i could be writing a book about them :p entitled
"My Crazy Family"
haha yeah..my family and i usually arrives in banting, late evening..the moment my car stops..you'll see 24 small childrens runnig towards my car..since i'm the eldest of them all..so kire mcm abang long lah ni kan:)..haha they started screaming. " yeay !! abg balik!!" haha . my cousins are the pride of my life. they're family, my own flesh and blood. if you cant trust them. who can you trust right?? :). well this year i arrived at my grandparents's house at 7.15 pm. i went into the house, unpacked,said hye to everybody, and relax..haha then my makngah will make her famous teh tarik johor..haha its the best teh tarik i've ever tasted :)..and we would all sit down and share stories about our lives:)..my pakdak is the only one who is not yet married. so my paklang "the family clown" would make fun of him being single..haha i know pity him:).
after a nice cup of 'teh tarik' i went to join my cousins in the living room..the girls usually plays "masak-masak' or 'akademi fantasia' haha while the boys would play videogames all night long..
i joined the boys ofcourse, we played football and i beat my cousin 6-4 haha. then at midnight we would all gather infront of the house and played 'bunga api' and mercun. i being the eldest have to watch over the little ones:0..sometimes one of then will get burned and ofcourse he/she cried :). i have 24 cousins so its quite hard to watch all of them at once :)..but fun at the same time.
my grandparents's house is quite big but imagin the are 20 adults including the maids and 24 childrens, so we all would sleep everywhere and i really mean everywhere, haha. i usually sleeps on the couch.while my pakdak,paklang,pakngah and my cousins would sleep on the floor infront of the tv.at night the house turns very quiet and quite hot.but in the morning, fuhh! i rather sleep in an air conditioned room. haha ,its freezing because we open all the windows and the morning 'kampung' air is damn cold :). i woke up. looked around, picked up my towel and went to the bathroom. every single year. my family will hear me scream "Bapak sejukkkkkk!!!!!!" haha .there are no hot water in my kampung. so yeah its cold! -__-' haha. after breakfast we would all gather in the living room to "mintak maaf" to each other. its kind of fun because you'll see 24 kids lining up for the duit raya from my grandparents and also my uncles and aunts. and being 17 years old.my duit raya has increased to RM50 or Rm 100 haha lucky me!! :).
after the photography sessions we would all just sit down and chit chat among ourselves. while the kids will count their duit raya and some would even ask for more money.haha i usually said to myself "mcm2 lah bdak2 ni" haha then at 11 my paklang, pakngah,pakdak,brother and I would go to the market to buy some seafoods and meat :).this is another weird family traditions.because every single year,without fail , my family and i would have a barbeque feast. haha we cooked some squids,crabs,fish,mutton,and meat . the ladies are divided into 2 groups.
my maklang,makngah and makcik, would help my grandmother and the maids in the kitchen to prepare rice and other stuffs, while my makteh and my mom is incharge of making desserts and drinks. my makteh will make her famous fruit punch while my mother will make her famous caramel :). then we will all eat like there is no tomorrow. haha. later in the evening, all of us are ready to go home, and my grandmother will kissed us all goodbye :) the house seems rather empty without us there, but hey! there's still hari raya aidiladha right?:)..haha
"being in kampung for awhile, seems to cast away my problems, i am very happy being near my family, and i always know i can count on them if i need any help, no matter how sad we are..remember our family will always have our backs :)"
-izar-
after a nice cup of 'teh tarik' i went to join my cousins in the living room..the girls usually plays "masak-masak' or 'akademi fantasia' haha while the boys would play videogames all night long..
i joined the boys ofcourse, we played football and i beat my cousin 6-4 haha. then at midnight we would all gather infront of the house and played 'bunga api' and mercun. i being the eldest have to watch over the little ones:0..sometimes one of then will get burned and ofcourse he/she cried :). i have 24 cousins so its quite hard to watch all of them at once :)..but fun at the same time.
my grandparents's house is quite big but imagin the are 20 adults including the maids and 24 childrens, so we all would sleep everywhere and i really mean everywhere, haha. i usually sleeps on the couch.while my pakdak,paklang,pakngah and my cousins would sleep on the floor infront of the tv.at night the house turns very quiet and quite hot.but in the morning, fuhh! i rather sleep in an air conditioned room. haha ,its freezing because we open all the windows and the morning 'kampung' air is damn cold :). i woke up. looked around, picked up my towel and went to the bathroom. every single year. my family will hear me scream "Bapak sejukkkkkk!!!!!!" haha .there are no hot water in my kampung. so yeah its cold! -__-' haha. after breakfast we would all gather in the living room to "mintak maaf" to each other. its kind of fun because you'll see 24 kids lining up for the duit raya from my grandparents and also my uncles and aunts. and being 17 years old.my duit raya has increased to RM50 or Rm 100 haha lucky me!! :).
after the photography sessions we would all just sit down and chit chat among ourselves. while the kids will count their duit raya and some would even ask for more money.haha i usually said to myself "mcm2 lah bdak2 ni" haha then at 11 my paklang, pakngah,pakdak,brother and I would go to the market to buy some seafoods and meat :).this is another weird family traditions.because every single year,without fail , my family and i would have a barbeque feast. haha we cooked some squids,crabs,fish,mutton,and meat . the ladies are divided into 2 groups.
my maklang,makngah and makcik, would help my grandmother and the maids in the kitchen to prepare rice and other stuffs, while my makteh and my mom is incharge of making desserts and drinks. my makteh will make her famous fruit punch while my mother will make her famous caramel :). then we will all eat like there is no tomorrow. haha. later in the evening, all of us are ready to go home, and my grandmother will kissed us all goodbye :) the house seems rather empty without us there, but hey! there's still hari raya aidiladha right?:)..haha
"being in kampung for awhile, seems to cast away my problems, i am very happy being near my family, and i always know i can count on them if i need any help, no matter how sad we are..remember our family will always have our backs :)"
-izar-
Sunday, September 6, 2009
a time to remember:)
heyy there people:) sorry for the late update i've been very busy with spm trial:)
so i promise i'll update it very soon:) till then take care:)
so i promise i'll update it very soon:) till then take care:)
Saturday, August 1, 2009
how would you feel
we wake up in the morning and finds that we dont have to put on our usual uniform.
we dont have to packed our bags with books anymore..no more revision books on the table..no more homework during the night..then you decided to take a drive to school and watch all the juniors in white uniform walking sleepily inside a building's compound or known better as the school compound:)..yeah..i bet we will miss that lazy feeling of going to school....i always like the idea of finishing school once and for all..untill it started happening..because after this our study table will be empty..no more books unless the college life has started..but we will no longer see books entitled BIOLOGY FORM 5 or SEJARAH TINGKATAN 5..and etc. we will surely miss all those photography sessions in school..all those laughing sessions when the teacher is absent not to mention the canteen food...all these is coming to and end:) 7 years of wearing a uniform and finally we are going to take it off once and for all..:) to some students school is where friends meet up and exchange stories..remember after every holiday we will gather in a group and talked about..where did we went to..what did we do during the holiday.or how much we spend on shopping ..things like that....and there will always be one person in each class who loves to bring their camera to school and capture meaningful pictures that we will treasure for the rest of our lives..because after this there will be no more photography sessions..no more latihan rumah sukan..no more karnival kokurikulum and not to forget no more those laughing sessions..because after this we all are going our separate ways....some will say that.."no la aku xkan lupakn korang punye"...but lets face the fact..some of us will be going abroad to study where you will obviously meet new people....hahaha but in the mean time lets enjoy every second there is..heck i say lets even enjoy SPM..hah how bout that:)....because every good thing or bad thing must come to an end right??..even if we don't want it to happen:)
Friday, July 24, 2009
journey together
i'm so happy..soo happy that i feel i i want to scream 'you're mine!!:D' i never felt this happy before:)..everyday,everyminute,everysecond i always think about you first. there's no one else but you sayang..when i know you are happy then i'm happy..i remember azme did love calculation on us:) and the results were outstanding..our love is 94% the other 6% belongs to family and friends:)..
you are very special to me..i dont know somehow someway...my heart is no longer mine..it belongs to you now..coz when something is making you sad i can feel it..when you said you're not in the mood and i cannot cheer you up..i felt helpless..i felt like banging my head on the wall..for example..when you said that you are not in the mood..and i can't do anything about it..i can sleep..imagine that i sleep at 4 and woke up at 6 untill now its already 1 pm ..sayang i want to make sure that you are happy..no matter what happen,no matter i'm tired or not..even when i'm dying.. i'll think about you first..dying is an interesting topic right..maybe i'll die tomorrow or the day after tomorrow..who knows..but for sure i will not forget about you..nnti kalo i da mati hantu i dtg rumah you tnye are you doing okay syg:)..hahaha i know you gonna say its not funny...:) but its okay syg:)..just wanna make you happy...my goal now is
1)make you happy
2)straight A's in spm
3)make my self happy
4)dont give a damn of what people would say:)
being with you is like cruising on a yatch while enjoying every second of the view:) because seeing your face is both beautiful and charming:) and when i'm with you i'll make every second count because you are every minute of my every day sayang..and if i did anything wrong please forgive me okay...I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH<33
you are very special to me..i dont know somehow someway...my heart is no longer mine..it belongs to you now..coz when something is making you sad i can feel it..when you said you're not in the mood and i cannot cheer you up..i felt helpless..i felt like banging my head on the wall..for example..when you said that you are not in the mood..and i can't do anything about it..i can sleep..imagine that i sleep at 4 and woke up at 6 untill now its already 1 pm ..sayang i want to make sure that you are happy..no matter what happen,no matter i'm tired or not..even when i'm dying.. i'll think about you first..dying is an interesting topic right..maybe i'll die tomorrow or the day after tomorrow..who knows..but for sure i will not forget about you..nnti kalo i da mati hantu i dtg rumah you tnye are you doing okay syg:)..hahaha i know you gonna say its not funny...:) but its okay syg:)..just wanna make you happy...my goal now is
1)make you happy
2)straight A's in spm
3)make my self happy
4)dont give a damn of what people would say:)
being with you is like cruising on a yatch while enjoying every second of the view:) because seeing your face is both beautiful and charming:) and when i'm with you i'll make every second count because you are every minute of my every day sayang..and if i did anything wrong please forgive me okay...I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH<33
Monday, June 22, 2009
the most special girl in my whole life..
sayang:)..each time you are upset..i tried my best to cheer you up:)..remember all those stupid jokes i tell you..ahahahah all those teka-teki sessions:)..hahaha its all for you:)..because you are the light in my life:)..honestly..i'm not in the mood to study this year..but after you remind me that spm is very important and i must focus on my studies..i started studying:) thank you sayang:)..i know you are dissapointed by my sejarah marks..i promise you i'll do better...i know both of us got something to prove right this year:)..and when you smile:)..its like i'm seeing billions of stars twinkling in front of me..its true my dear:) kalau you senyum i rase lampu KLCC pun kalah owh:)...hehehe
to me you will never do any wrong:)..i always say this to myself..'what a perfect girl she is':)
i know when you read this blog you will say that you are not perfect..well here's the truth sayang :) you are perfect:)..imagine that i am saying this a thousand times:)..hahaha i know nanti you ckp annoying..hahaha but i'm just saying that every aspect about you is perfect:)..sometimes i lay down on my bed thinking about..what would i do without you...the answer is..i cannot do anything:)i'll lost my will to live kot..without you.. well sayang..have fun reading this okay..because you know that this comes from my heart right?:) and kalau cite ni sedeyh sangat jgn nanges taw:).. and remember this I LOVE YOU:)..forever and ever babe:)
to me you will never do any wrong:)..i always say this to myself..'what a perfect girl she is':)
i know when you read this blog you will say that you are not perfect..well here's the truth sayang :) you are perfect:)..imagine that i am saying this a thousand times:)..hahaha i know nanti you ckp annoying..hahaha but i'm just saying that every aspect about you is perfect:)..sometimes i lay down on my bed thinking about..what would i do without you...the answer is..i cannot do anything:)i'll lost my will to live kot..without you.. well sayang..have fun reading this okay..because you know that this comes from my heart right?:) and kalau cite ni sedeyh sangat jgn nanges taw:).. and remember this I LOVE YOU:)..forever and ever babe:)
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